nOTHing pERfect

May be i just need to get myself together and forgive and forget everything..
should I??????
or I just smash all thing up and dont give any chance for them espeacially to him that I adore more than anything else.. or may be i just go face him and give him a slap..??
hurmm great ! Its to drastic !
or may be before this they just take me as a simple that they can play with me like this.. HORRIBLE !
and she ! What kind of friend that give that kind of.......
such a betrayer.. DAMN !
stop make me hate both of you..
during this 3 years you make me trust that you can be a good friend..
 but suddenly... how i want to describe both of this 'SUCK' !!!!